Syida[H]airiz

2011-05-22T00:08:00.001+08:00

Mohammad Hairiz Bin Suwaimi,

I LOVE YOU

2011-05-21T12:26:00.001+08:00

having pharyngitis.

oh god.

cant even talk.

keep going to the toilet.

*help !*

2011-05-18T21:59:00.002+08:00

well, the picture says it all.

yes, im super tired.

tak ader mood nak blaja lahh plakk.

haiyo.

and oh, phase test is THIS FRIDAY !

many people fail seyy.

especially wound dressing.

MAK OIEEE !

kalau kene tuhh, better dig my own grave first.

ishh !

skip friday cann ?

cheyy, macam paham sakk.

2011-05-16T00:19:00.003+08:00

idk why but i just feel so different.
i feel like im having a different boyf now.
or even worse, i feel like i have no boyf at all.
coz, my boyf used to accompany me when im alone eventhough hys friends were there.
but now, no more.
ader tuh ader lahh, tapy tengok macam terpaksa kene layan me gytu.
hmm, asal ehk ?
pelik.
hmm, its not that i want you to stick with me everytime lahh.
but, hmm. nevermind lahh.
perkara keciik jekk.
next kendarat, my kawan ader.
so, senang sikit.
you dont need to accompany me at all pun takpe.
my kawan ader.
heh.

just imagine this ehk.
how would you feel if you are alone kat tempat yang sungguh unfamiliar to you
ngan orang2 nyer skali. then, your kawan terpaksa kene alik. and you're left alone.
then, you want your girlf/boyf to layan you, but they tak layan.
he/she just sticks with her/hys friends.
tak ke kau rasa lain ?
tak ke kau rasa lonely ?
mesti kau nak sesape untok teman kau kann ?
hmm, oh well. benda dah over pun.
cannot do anything alrd.

to you,
tak payah nakk cakap sorry ke aper kay.
but i just want you to know this lahh.
benda keciik jekk kann ?
thats why i malas nak blang u.
but confirm biler u dah baca niee kann u cakap, alah mepek uhh u. or whatsoever.
hmm, takpe lahh.
heh :)

2011-04-13T23:35:00.002+08:00

abang, iloveyou :D

heh.

banyak nyer project nakk kene buat !

gerontology, behavioural science and PM.

waduhh !

tmw got SIM training.

harap2 dier tak ader ehk.

*cross finger*

okay lahh, otak guee sudah blank.

pape yang aku blaja seme tak masok.

sheesh -.-"

so, chaoz !

2011-04-11T23:38:00.001+08:00

ROFL !!!

2011-04-08T22:55:00.002+08:00

LOOK AT MY EYEBAGS !

OHMYGOD !

buruk or what mayn !

well, someone ask me to do something with my blog.

cik abang, nahh !

i dah update.

happy ?

okay, school's gonna start in 2 days time.

say whattttt ~!?

tak prepare langsung mayn.

ish !

hmm, 3weeks holiday, tak gy town langsung !

best or what.

HAHAHAHAHAHA -.-"

erm, okay.

tak tau what to talk about anymore.

heh.

k lahh, BYEEEE ~!

2011-03-08T23:11:00.001+08:00

i miss youuuu ~

2011-02-02T22:56:00.002+08:00

I NEED A BREAK !

oh gosh.

keje pun ader assignment ?

wah piang !

well, at least ader 4 days off.

im happy :)

and oh, next week change lecturer.

ohmygod, not her ! :\

darn -.-"

so, any plans for the next four days ?

erm, entah ehk. LOL

see how aye :)

b, jumpe soon okay ?

guee kangen bangat sama kamu sihh :(

2011-01-30T22:44:00.001+08:00

kiter sayang awakk alot alot !

and rindu awakk too.

jumpe soon okay !

2011-01-23T22:32:00.002+08:00

TIRED !

okay, thats so random.

well well, when was the last time i blogged ?

sikit pey lama !

tsk3.

so, having my attachment now.

first week, kinda suck -.-"

second week, a lil bit better i guess.

tmw till friday, going to rehab centre.

harap2 fun lahh kat sana.

fourth week onwards, gonna finish up all my skills.

just wanna get done and over with.

NAK HOLIDAYYY !

okay dahh.

chaozyy ~! :)

2011-01-04T20:22:00.002+08:00

sorry, didnt really update my bloggie.

kinda lazy :P

so, 2011 huh ?

i just hope that this year will be a better year for me

amin :)

anyways, last weekends, tiring gyler.

kendarat for two days.

ytd, went to hospital.

penat ttm !

yadayada.

today, was at home the whole day -.-"

so, yeah.

and oh, next week

ATTACHMENT ! :\

i am so NOT ready.

seriously. gosh.

can extend the holiday, please ?

hmm.

alhamdulillah, he's okay now.

cant wait for hym to be home :)

MHBS !

i miss you alot alot :(

nakk hugg *sobsob*

2010-12-27T21:50:00.002+08:00

PATHETIC day, seriously.

woke up, makk oiiee. penat nak MAMPOS !

buat card.

yadayada.

out.

met iraa and hanis at candy empire.

off to sentosa.

irritating pe bang ?

abeh tengok2.

dah ader minah sendiri pun nak tengok2.

gyler kah ?

reached.

beli benda2.

off to PALAWAN beach.

yadayada.

TERJUN !

kecoh betol pe. LOL.

ngah syiok2, sekali hujan -.-"

got changed.

tak senonoh seyy ! sheesh.

back to vivo.

makan-ed.

lepak japp.

terserempak them :D

then, off to simei.

wahh, best. jumpe alik.

HAHA.

lalalala~

HOME :)

kesian ehk, out of 20++

TIGA jekk yang turun ?!

tsk3.

2010-12-25T23:52:00.002+08:00

today, met syika at small mac.

bought our watches. yeay !

alik simei.

jady mak2 japp.

bought this and that.

alik her rumah.

masak ~

yadayada.

makan-ed.

then continue masak lagy.

makan-ed again.

tsk3. teruk teruk teruk.

then makan-ed ice cream.

off to ep. her mum pun join-ed.

yadayada.

gy arcade.

hah kau.

mak2 gy arcade. COOL OR WHAT .

HAHA.

played basketball.

then main yang ketuk2 benda tuh.

ketawa kekek2 seyy !

LOL.

then off to our usual place.

talked2.

skali, POOF !

hujan ! -.-"

went back to her house japp.

amik payung seme.

syika sent me off

and then, homed :)

2010-12-23T23:52:00.003+08:00

see that guy ?

well, thats my WONDERFUL hubby.

he's the best guy i've ever had.

seriously.

and now im missing hym like a little gurl missing her blankie :(

uh huh.

okay, today dapat kuar.

AT LAST !

met syika.

pastu met rahilah kat CS.

lepak-ed.

yadayada.

rahilah balik keje.

me and syika went to beli ITIK.

sadded, sudah tiada :(

oh itik ! LOL.

bought our stuff.

back to simei.

lepak-ed again.

then supervised syika masak.

HAHA.

well done.

sedap :)

yadayada.

full nak mampos.

out again.

carik benda lagy.

blahblahblah.

then, homed :)

2010-12-22T22:25:00.002+08:00

so basically i stayed at home the whole day.

yes, i know. BORED.

and oh, i dont know why im feeling so down nowadays.

pelik. hmm.

oh well.

gotta fine something to cheer me up.

uh huh.

2010-12-20T23:42:00.002+08:00

hanya Tuhan saje lahh yang tahu betapa risau nyer aku kat sini.

dari tady tak msg2.

adui !

ngah tak tenteram niee.

ya allah !

macam nak cry pun ader.

sheesh.

takpe, bersabar jekk.

2010-12-20T21:39:00.002+08:00

yesterday, busy working.

setengah jalan, mabok plakk.

sheesh.

thanks syika and abang haikal <3

then, took bus from chua chu kang all the way to bedok.

sakit pantat oiiee !

went to bedok point.

wahh, from level 1 till level 3, restaurant jekk ?

apa dahh.

taptup, the mabok datang alik -.-"

otw nak alik, sakit perut plakk.

haiyo !

reached home, rest.

skali, demam. took panadol.

then BAM !

today, duduk rumah sahaja.

the pening maseh ader.

haish.

harap2 by tmw dah okay *cross finger*

cute kan panggil ayg and abg.

hehe.

anyways, ayg rindu abg alot alot !

*sobsob*

2010-12-18T23:26:00.002+08:00

CUTE KANN DIER ? LOL !

but no matter what, i will still LOVE my HUBBY <3

and oh, TERIMA KASIH YERR RASYIQAH BTE ROSLAN !

SAYANG KAMU A LOT A LOT ! <3

yesterday, gyler day for us.

tsk3.

SENGAU ! HAHA

today, duduk rumah the whole day

ikr -.-"

tengok tv, makan, main comp.

bored much ?
mmhm.

tomorrow, KENDARAT !

dapat ka-ching !

okay, shut up -.-"

2010-12-16T23:30:00.002+08:00

met hazirah, hanis, edward, rytha and jonathan at vivo.

planned for the outing.

kecoh oiee ! :D

skali, edward got to go.

okay takpe.

next, jonathan plakk.

soon, kiter pun ber-proceed ke tempat lain.

change money.

then, had our meal.

off to the rooftop.

camwhored baby ~!

kecoh macam nak aper :P

soon, off to simei.

met syika.

gy arcade.

its been a long time you know

yada yada.

shopping japp.

alik her house.

you two, chill aye.

tak sangka dier boleh macam gyny.

haiyo.

aper nak jady. tsk3.

gedebakk gedebukk.

chill-ed at our usual place.

talk things out.

kekek seyy.

yada yada again.

off to bus stop.

sejukk or what ~

and soon, home :)

2010-12-13T12:39:00.004+08:00

hey people !

im back !

gosh, RYLA Camp 2010 was AWESOME !

let me tell you what happened from day 1 till day 4.

DAY 1.

met aishah at paya lebar mrt station.

took circle line to bishan.

then off to kranji.

we were damn early. LOL

slack for awhile.

then nadia came.

waited for the others.

gedebakk gedebukk.

off to malaysia.

then journey to Tanjung Sutera Resort took about 1-2 hours.

wahh, the place sungguh lahh dalam.

reached, aper lagy, camwhored baby !

had our lunch.

after that, went to the hall.

had briefing.

OBIWAN and MASTER YODA !

yadayada.

got our room.

so, my room mates were nadia, aishah, hazirah, firzanah and ashey !

awesome people <3

masok bilik jekk, serang katil dulu.

HAHA

back to the hall.

were assigned to our respective group.

my group name was GREEN GOBLIN !

others were YELLOW BOLT,

RED DYNAMITE,

GREEN WORLD,

YELLOW MARSHMALLOW,

PURPLE BARNEY,

ORANGE MOMENT OF GLORY and

KACANG PUTIH .

cool huh ? :D

did our group flag, cheer and identity.

then, had our dinner.

after that, had a talk.

was freezing cold mayn.

and soon, it was the end of the first day.

DAY 2.

had morning exercise.

KICK BOXING !

tiring like hell mayn.

had breakfast.

bathe.

off the hall for our second session.

then, third session.

yadayada.

lunch time.

then, back to hall for another session.

and soon, team building time.

tiring though.

but still, we had fun.

then, dinner.

slack for awhile.

soon, movie time !

watched Coach Carter.

maha concentrate seyy seme.

LOL.

soon, lights off.

DAY 3.

had morning exercise as usual.

breakfast.

then, had another session.

yadayada.

another session.

then, lunch.

after that, had our last session.

then, beach trekking.

FUN !

did beach cleaning at the same time.

fooh.

rest for a while.

had photo taking session with OBIWAN.

continue our trekking to this one place.

gosh.

it was super nice !

played tuck of war.

yeay ! we won !

then, played another game.

i dont know whats the name.

YEAY !

GREEN GOBLIN WON !

after that, enjoy !

sabo-ed each other :P

soon, we had to get back to resort.

seme tumpang kereta orang.

it was fun, but scary at the same time.

then, masok swmming pool plakk.

HAHA.

got changed.

kecoh betol kat toilet ! :P

then, dinner; BBQ !

after which, rehearsed for our talentnight.

back to the hall.

TALENT NIGHT ! :D

it was my first time singing in front of the crowd.

seriously.

everyone in my group got a chance to sing.

GOOD JOB GUYS !

but we didnt won.

its okay :D

we had fun though.

CONGRATS TO GREEN WORLD ! :DD

yadayada.

DANCEFLOOR BABYYY~

all of us dance like there's no tomorrow !

DANCER BOY !

haha :D

unfortunately, we had to stop at 12.

ran back to our room.

changed.

swimming time ! :D

had fun till 1.

fooh ~!

yadayada.

slept at 2plus.

HAHA.

DAY 4.

had a walk to the village.

wow.

then, had some stretching.

camwhored~

walked back to the resort.

had breakfast.

bathe, packed our stuff.

camwhored ~

ouwh, im so gonna miss those gurls :(

back to the hall.

had reflection.

nadia, aishah and i gave a souvenior to the president.

yadayada.

yeay !

got our cert !

and soon, had our last photo taking session.

then, lunch.

yadayada.

soon, HOME SWEET HOME <3

RYLA-rians 2010 !

YOU GUYS ROCK TO THE MAX !

IM GONNA MISS ALL OF YOU !

2010-12-09T07:00:00.002+08:00

going off now.

will be back on sunday.

yeah man ! :D

till then...

baby, im gonna miss you dear.

takecare of yourself aye.

jangan nakal2 :P

love you so the much !

muackz !

2010-12-04T22:07:00.002+08:00

today, i ate A LOT !

and when i say a lot, i really mean A LOT.

so, at last kak latifah kahwin jugak.

congrats aye ! :)

and also, she looked pretty ! :DD

woke up quite early today -.-"

golek2 kat katil.

had breakfast (yeah, weird)

watched teebee till 1 plus.

bathed, gedebak gedebuk.

off to the jemputan.

wahh, the tempat was so packed.

lama sangat nak carik tempat.

ate kebab dulu.

makan setengah jekk.

then, got seat, hah kau.

macam2 makan terkuar.

first, ate nasi briyani.

after that, roti kirai.

then, kebab lagy.

lepas tuh, popiah.

then, chendol.

then, kebab lagy.

amik kau !

slacked for a while.

ader dinner plak.

fooh !

makan lagy uhh.

buruk betol perangai.

tsk3.

and, i need to work out alrd.

oh, i still havent pack my things yet.

HAHA.

monday and tuesday, exams.

tuesday, after paper off to chalet.

wednesday, cycling.

thursday till sunday, KOTA TINGGI !

fooh !

psst !

i miss you a lot a lot !

biler boleh jumpe ?

and, i nak your jacket :P

HEHE.

love you <3

2010-11-29T16:28:00.002+08:00

im in school now.

gosh.

today banyak free time seyy.

gerek or what.

hmm, so far i passed all of my class test.

alhamdulillah.

next week is my exam.

then, boleh enjoy.

belum pack benda seyy.

HAHA.

not looking forward to CP actually.

dont know why.

yeah, bleahs.

so, now doing the content page for PBL.

pening oiee !

sheesh !

going off soon.

ada contact time.

haiyo.

okay then, will update again

kalau tak malas uhh.

LOL.

see ya ! :D

psst, imissyou.

saranghaeyo <3

2010-11-14T22:07:00.002+08:00

my weekends are getting bored nowadays.

damn.

school, hmm. doing great so far (i think)

i passed my behavioural science :)

alhamdulillah.

waiting for my CN test results.

*cross fingers*

soon, gonna mug for behavioural science class test 2 :\

so, yeah.

exam's next month yaw.

sungguh cepat mayn !

do you know how much i miss you ?

do you know that i really really wanna meet you ?

do you know that i miss your hug ?

do you know that i've always dream about you ?

and,

do you know how much i love you ?

hmm, i really really hope we could meet up one day.

*cross fingers again*

even if it takes only 15 minutes or 1 hour.

at least i could see you and hear your voice.

oh gosh.

21<3

2010-11-07T22:48:00.002+08:00

dear november, please come to an end.

real fast, please.

im just so hurt right now.

its been almost a year.

gosh :'(

2010-11-06T22:03:00.002+08:00

at last !
project guee sudah abis !
phew.
now i can concentrate on my CN and BEH.
and oh, had my BEH class test.
oh gosh. hope i pass :
next, CN class test.
geez.

hmm well, for now there's nothing much to blog about.
just wanna keep it to myself.
so, chaoz !

2010-10-31T22:06:00.002+08:00

sorry guys, didnt update the blog.

was super busy lately.

phase test, behavioural science test, CN test

oh gosh.

and oh, project.

damn.

so, phase test DONE.

passed, i think.

coz the teacher didnt say anything.

so, yeah.

next, BH class test 1.

this wednesday :\

deadline for my project, this thursday/friday.

dammit.

after that, CN class test.

then, BH class test 2.

woah.

gedebakk gedebukk, EXAMS.

tight schedule huh.

so, yeah.

gonna continue doing my project.

gawd !

2010-10-26T23:04:00.002+08:00

i am so so sleepy.

super sleepy.

freaking sleepy.

super uber duper diduper SLEEPY !

but, i havent iron my uniform -.-"

how pathetic.

oh gosh.

and boy, when i say i miss you,

i really mean it.

like seriously.

2010-10-24T23:13:00.002+08:00

231010.

went to unit camp.

thought its gonna be a boring one.

but it turned out to be great one !

nice ~

went to school first

gedebakk gedebukk

off to geylang

makan-ed

then ber-proceed ke marina barrage

kite-flying

first time seyy fly kite

kesian ehk

cam-whored

buat jumpshot

ya allah, muke epic gyler seyy

rambut ber-flying2

kesian

went back school, penat sangat

BAM !

bangun, bbq

tengok vid

then, home ! :)

241010.

was rotting at home the whole day

tengok movie

tengok music vid

then online, till now

GOODLUCK TO THOSE WHO ARE TAKING THEIR O LEVEL TMW AYE !

ALL THE BEST ! :DD

all the best for your O's aye

jangan stress2

no good

im always here for you,

supporting you from the back :)

loveyou <3

2010-10-22T21:36:00.002+08:00

hey peeps !
sorry didnt blog for the past few days.
been busy with school.
project, phase test, class test.
urgh.
just wanna get done and over with, real fast.
tired tired tired.

oh boy, do you have any idea how much i miss you ?

nahh, i dont think so.

2010-10-18T22:39:00.003+08:00

seriously, i need a break.

i mean, LONG break.

have to face all those shitty things every single day.

i cant take it anny longer.

enough is enough yaw.

i just wanna put aside all of my problems.

and spend some time, alone.

no one else.

okay, enough of that.

feeling a lil stress now with school.

upcoming project.

phase test.

class test.

fooh !

next thing you know, exam.

right.

so, today was okay.

eventually, i paid attention in class.

especially during behavioural science :)

contact hour, was dead literally.

bleahs.

reached home, had early dinner

texted.

took a short nap.

then, here i am now.

2010-10-17T23:38:00.002+08:00

161010.
went to airport with dila.
mcspicy :)
yumyumyum !
jalan2 at t3.
ader performance.
boleh lahh.
and yeah, THANKS BABE FOR THE BAJU ! :D
penat mayn.
off to t1 plakk.
nothing much.
then, off t2.
gedebakk gedebukk.
went to simei.
beli benda.
off home :)

today, sat at home the whole day.
bored.
so, yeah.
:)

tmw abis school kul 6.
haiya !

weird dream.

haha.

but true.

kinda love it :DD

2010-10-15T22:00:00.002+08:00

okay, today was AWESOME.
totally.
first half of the day, studied.
after lunch, had team-building.
its like a race gytu uhh.
suddenly so energetic.
gyler kann ?
okay, then the programme started.
then, main games.
ya allah.
kecoh nak mampos ! HAHA
played hunter fire earthquake.
macam orang gyler seyy.
gedebakk gedebukk.
race pun start uhh.
dah dapat answer, hah kau.
pekik macam orang gyler !
ran to our first station.
yada yada.
went to next station.
waduhh, penat mayn bangun duduk bangun duduk.
HAHA.
but yeah, we did it.
third station, kene tgu punya lama !
while waiting, we cheered for the rest of the groups.
so the kecoh !
at last it was our turn.
and yeah ! we did it too !
uh huh~~
last station, back to the same room
did the last activity
it was hard but we managed to finish it.
go class E ! :D
i think we are the first class to finish
sadly, dorang tak kire by class
but, its okay. class E, team 2 won :DD
so, yeah.
yada yada
pastu alik !
HAHA

mayn, so the penat.
and i lost my voice alrd.
tuh lahh, pekik macam orang gyler lagy kann.
tsk3.

2010-10-11T23:10:00.002+08:00

first day of school.
wahh, dah 1.2 seyy !
cepat ! LOL
so today was kinda, erm, awesome ?
dahh lama tak jumpe classmates mahh.
rindu dorang seme !
hmm.
new CA.
new subjects.
and yeah, this term im learning psychology mayn !
uh huh.
and oh ! i love the timetable.
like, seriously !
tapy kann, the schedule macam pack gyler seyy.
kesian ehk.
but, what to do.
chiong jekk lorr.
HAHA.

im still craving for mcspicy.
eversince last friday okay ????
sheesh !

2010-10-08T23:07:00.002+08:00

at last !
nariee kuar jugak !
HAHA. okay dahh.
so, went to eunos japp with nabilah.
gedebakk gedebukk.
off to tamp mall.
pusing nyer pusing.
then, ber-proceed ke CS.
kuar masok CS macam orang gyler.
HAHA.
makan-ed.
then alik.
watched muzika extravaganza.
pastu online.
then, here i am now.

PENING !!!!
urgh.
hari2 pening.
gyler pe ?
heish !

baby, i miss you so much :(

2010-10-05T22:52:00.003+08:00

today, nak gy tengok abang paul perform kat esplanade.
like, seriously, i wanna go.
tanyer dekni tanyer dektu, seme tak boleh.
PODAH !
so, duduk rumah jekk lorr.
bleahs.
so, yeah.
did nothing much.
and now, im not in a mood.
dont know why.
sorry if the post is short.
chaoz !

2010-10-03T23:58:00.002+08:00

031010.
woke up at 11.
then tak tau kenape, BAM alik.
bangun kul 12.30
teruk3.
golek2 kat katil, text.
online, dah masa mandi.
was stuck in the toilet bowl -.-"
lekas2 siap, off to simei
met dila.
while waiting for the show, pusing2 at ep then antar benda
lekk kat cc.
then masok ep alik.
tengok the performance.
FAUZIE LAILY AND SYED AZMIR <3
then, gy bawah block. jady tutor japp.
thanks baby for helping <333
gedebakk gedebukk
then HOME ! :DD

2010-10-03T00:25:00.002+08:00

021010

woke up quite early.

thanks to the orang atas uhh -.-"

online, gedebakk gedebukk

out.

the night before, baby told me nak datang rumah beraya.

then, tak jady :(

sedih mayn. hmm

so, went to funky fai hari raya gathering.

the tempat so the jauh mayn.

at jelapang there.

nak kene take LRT.

and, that was my FIRST time i naik LRT.

like, seriously.

okay, dahh. jakun lahh pulakk -.-"

reached, met the rest, then off

wasnt that fun for me actually :(

the rest ketawa macam nak aper

i was at the back, macam loner gytu.

hmm, nevemrind.

dah time, balik lorr.

mmhm.

2010-09-30T23:43:00.002+08:00

at last !
nariee i went out !
haha. okay crap.
so, met sa'adah at bugis.
before that, saw shaz :D
then, went to bugis street.
ape lagy, shopping uhh seyy !
so, i bought 2 baju, 1 cardigan and 1 seluar.
ohmygod ! im so in love with the seluar !
its super uber cool . like seriously.
then, went to cotton on.
after that, kiter ber-proceed ke vivo.
makan-ed.
then, camwhored ! :DD
done with that, turun simei
met syiqqs.
gedebak gedebuk.
lepak bawah block.
hah kau, seme problem aku luah kan kat dier.
thanks for listening babe <3
talked2, laughed2.
then balik.
:DD

2010-09-29T22:01:00.002+08:00

today, ye ye on nak jalan raya ngan group 2.

end up, cancel.

ada yang baru bangun tdo lahh, ada yang tak angkat call lahh.

haiyo.

macam2.

so, stayed at home for four days.

STRAIGHT.

best kann ? hmm. best yang teramat sangat.

nasib baik besok kuar ngan sa'adah.

phew !

ohmygod !

i cant believe im doing this.

i know ni seme planned, but,

urgh.

nevermind.

berat hati ku.

but its for our own good jugak.

oh god.

i dont know if can do this.

when will this end ?

haish :'(

mohammad hairiz bin suwaimi,

i love you so much <3

2010-09-28T22:52:00.002+08:00

third day duduk kat rumah macam budak bodoh.

serious shit mayn.

boring gyler !

luckily tmw im going out with the gylers.

raya outing babe !

so, today my aunties and my cousins came to my house.

dah lama tak jumpe my cousins.

haha.

other than that, i just melekat kat comp screen all the way uhh.

mmhm.

boring kann? yeah i know.

i hope tmw is gonna be a fun day.

*cross fingers*

chaoz ! :D

2010-09-27T22:16:00.002+08:00

okay. today was so mendak.
was rotting at home the whole day.
yesterday pun same. tsk3.
gosh.
and i have been munching since just now.
syidah syidah, maner tak gemok.
asyik2 makan.
kalau tak makan, tdo.
macam pig.
sheesh.
terok3.
need to work out alrd.

so, tmw maybe go jalan raya with mummy.
alahh, satu rumah jekk gy.
tengok lahh mood dier macam maner lahh ehk.
lol.

okay lahh.
nak tengok video plakk.
MENDAKKKK !
byebye !

2010-09-25T23:29:00.002+08:00

hello people !
dah lama tak blog ehk ?
haha. my keyboard rosak uhh.
cannot type the letter o and l.
so, i have to use character map.
unfortuantely, it cant be used kat blog.
kesian ehk ?
tsk3.
so, tady went to buy keyboard.
and yeah !
at last, new keyboard !
okay dahh.

so, first thing first.
hmm.
ohya, gaji dah masok !!!!!!
happy gyler to the max seyy !
haha
okay shut up.
so, kiter boleh enjoy ! :DD

next, i got new rantai !
haha.
thank you so much adilah ! <3
sayang kau ! :D

third, hmm.
tak ader idea nak cakap aper.
haha.

ohya, that pompan texted me just now.
tanyer if i maseh sayangkan hym ke tak.
like duhh i still love hym pe !
after that, dier tanyer if i want hym back.
soalan stupid seyy.
serious shit.
dapat tau, dier nak patch ngan hym alik.
i was like, wtf ?!
malas nak layan seyy.
penat tau layan orang macam gytu.
skrg cakap lain. nanti cakap lain.
heish !
mood terus berubah sakk.
*&^$@* !!!

okay dahh.
tak tau aper nak blog lagy.
so, yeah.
byebye ! :D

2010-08-18T23:06:00.002+08:00

so, today tak dapat tdo alik after sahur.
:(
after makan, ironed clothes.
yadayada.
off to school.
ya allah.
macam zombie land seyy.
duduk at the forum japp.
terserempak NICO !
haha !
went up
jumpe kawan2 ku ! :DD
phew ! nasib baik nari tak kene tangkap.
start lahh SIM training.
lucky us, kiter tak kene ngan cikgu garang tuh.
NASIB !
then break.
kecohh betul ehk.
tsk3.
seriously, was freaking cold mayn !
the whole day kat aircon.
teruks2.
dahh abis, went to tamp.
THANK YOU NICO, FINA AND NEW FRIEND !
tak tau name dier sape uhh. *oops*
balik, tdo.
then buka.
tgu nyer tgu.
nab came.
HAHA.
watched vid, blahblahblah.
ya allah, seram pe !
gedebakk gedebukk.
antar dier balik.
and here i am now ! :DD

coffee, tea or me?....again.
HAHA !

2010-08-17T22:24:00.002+08:00

had my pre-dawn meal as per normal.
kesian. mee goreng dahh basi !
tsk3.
yadayada.
tdo balik.
woke up, slacked.
siap2, off to work.
wahh, had a major headache mayn.
tapy nasib baik boleh tahan.
pheww.
gy break lambat sikit.
kecohh seyy !
rushed here and there.
then, BUKA !
makk oiee.
ketawa macam tak ingat dunia seyy.
haha.
continue working.
terserempakk ngan budak ex-changkat.
ohh, tu bapak dier rupenyer.
yadayada.
BALIK !

2010-08-16T23:22:00.002+08:00

had my pre-dawn meal.
ya allah, full nak mampos seyy !
then, tdo balik.
set alarm kul 10.30
snooze nyer snooze
bangun kul 11plus, i think.
lekk2, then siap2
pastu, zoomed ke tempat kerjaku.
HAHA.
so, this week im in another team.
okay lahh.
quite busy jugakk.
yadayada.
break time.
beli makan, then BUKA !
MACEHH SYIKA ! :)
then, continue keje balik.
pastu, zoomed ke ep plakk.
met syika.
gedebakk gedebukk.
slacked for a while.
then, home:)

gosh, feel so tired mayn.
gonna sleep soon.
goodnight !

2010-08-15T20:27:00.002+08:00

basically, did nothing much today.

slacked and continue slacking.

so, yeah.

okay, goodnight !

coffee, tea or me?

HAHA !

2010-08-14T23:42:00.004+08:00

was rotting at home the whole day.
B.O.R.E.D.
had my pre-dawn meal.
solat.
tdo balik.
woke up at 12plus.
online, watched tv.
yadayada.
break fast.
watched YOG opening ceremony.
then, online back.
mendak kann?
yeah.

gosh. this whole month im book-ed.
macam2 orang ajak gy buka.
haha.
i'll try to find time aye.
:)

goodnight !

eh gurl, what do you want from me ?
no wait. to be specific, what do you want from hym exactly?
one moment, you hate hym like shit.
the next moment, you really2 want hym back.
hello miss !
make up your mind lahh.
you said, its hys fault that we both fight.
and now what?
gosh.
i dont understand you, and never will.
you are just one confused gurl.
seriously.
OH GOSH !

18months <3

2010-08-13T23:47:00.002+08:00

third day of ramadan.
had my pre-dawn meal, gosh i cant open my eyes mayn
freaking tired.
yadayada
tdo balik, then woke up au 1130.
best.
set alarm kul 1030.
bangun one hour later
tsk3.
did my reflective journal.
sembarang hentam jekk.
mandi, yadayada
off to work
wahh, bingit seyy kat tempat keje
dahh tak tau pape tuhh diam2 jekk uhh.
tak payah nakk order orang sini sana.
tau lahh aper aku nak buat.
mentang2 pangkat kau lagy tinggi dari nurse.
sedap pe mulut kau nakk order orang sini sana?
infection control pun tak pass !
nurse jugakk lahh yang lagy clean !
urghh !
gedebakk gedebukk
gy buka
kecohh seyy.
bukak radio kat hp
then i became like a retard for awhile -.-"
biler bang jekk, 'eh ! dahh buka ! okay dahh. baca doa cepat !'
orang sebelahh ikut kan ajekk
HAHA.
then, back to work
gosh, there's this one patient
he remind me of my arwah habib
gosh. suddenly i miss hym so much seyy :'(
haish.
biler nak balik jekk, ya allah.
incident happened.
haiyo.
cepat2 buat.
dah settled, BALIK !
:)

I WANT KFC !!!!
okay, random.
HAHA !

2010-08-11T22:24:00.002+08:00

yo peeps. sorry didnt blog for the past few days.
feel so sick mayn. gosh.
so, on syika's birthday, yes we did have fun.
lotsa fun.
celebrated her birthday.
watched fireworks.
the gun powder, fooh !
nasib baik tak termasuk mata.
then, cam-whored.
home:)

the next day, work.
new ward. new nurses. new patients.
had our orientation till 4.
then, home:)

today.
fasting month has started!
had my pre-dawn meal.
after that, straight away mandi.
siap2. then out.
yadayada.
gosh. sedihh seyy.
padahal baru kenal2 ngan dier.
dahh tuhan sayangkan dier.
so, yeah.
damn tired mayn today.
major headache.
gosh.
sampai skrg belum baik2.
teruks.

there are too many pictures for me to upload here.
so, pape tengok kat facebook jekk lah ehk.
goodnight !

NAKAL BOY ! :P

2010-08-09T22:53:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BUDDY !

ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR O's YEAH :)

AIM FOR POLY !

HAHA.

LOVE YOU BABE ! <3

2010-08-07T23:40:00.003+08:00

today woke up quite late

dah set alarm pun bangun lambat

haha. teruks

siap2 seme

out

kelam kabut kejarkan mrt

ingatkan yang lain dahh sampai

rupe2 nyer, im the first?

haiyo !

haha

then syika and rahilah came

followed by indah

then, putri

tgu nyer tgu
dah nakk kul 3 baru irah sampai

fooh !

bought ice cream

off to esplanade

duduk2, then hujan renyai2

sheesh

cam-whored japp

gy kfc

hah kau

ketawa macam tak ingat dunia seyy

then, jalan2 tak tau kat maner

macam budak lost kiter

kesian2

sat down

cam-whored...again

ketawa macam nakk rakk lagy

tsk3

then, off to esplanade

settled down

talked2, laughed2

amik gambar lagy

banyak betul gambar yang kiter amik today

haha

beli benda

ish, cekik darah uhh

perangai chibbs betul

geram mayn !

&^%#^$@* !

naik balik

gedebakk gedebukk

skali, BOM !

bunga api

tapy sikit jekk

pelokek seyy the bunga api

haha

then, ketawa2 lagy

soon, home:)

really had fun mayn today.

well, gonna upload the rest of the pics tmw

damn tired mayn

goodnight !

2010-08-06T23:55:00.002+08:00

last day of our attachment at tamp polyclinic
so, did our usual stuff
break time, mdm tham bought for us roti prata !
aww, so sweet of her ! <3
tapy kann, the curry smell melekat kat tangan till now seyy.
tsk3.
haha
masok bilik balik, gedebakk gedebukk till 1
went for our lunch
dah abis seme, debrief
kekek sakk
haha.
SSN went down amik benda, kiter kat dalam berbual pasal old skool nyer cite
banana in pyjamas lahh, teletubbies lahh
macam2 !
fun time mayn
Sister talked to us
bagy benda
BALIK !
before that, sempat camwhore uhh
tapy kann, biler nak turun balik tuhh, i saw hys dad
but when i ask hym whether hys dad kat clinic, dier cakap takk
hmm, pelikk.
nevermind then.
reached, changed
then, BAM !
skali terlajak seyy
was supposed to meet mdm tham at 6.30
nasib baik dier call rumah
pastu, online till now lorr.
:P

yeay ! tmw going out with them !
ya allah, duit sini duit sana
pokai jugakk seyy mummy
tsk3.

goodnight ! :DD

2010-08-05T23:23:00.002+08:00

today went to work ngan muke yang ngantok nakk mampos.

masok tea room, slacked.

gedebakk gedebukk

masok bilik

then start lahh dorang nyer keje

ya allah

i strained my eyes mayn

super sleepy

then dapat tengok baby got her BCG

alalala, CUTE !

lunch time, KFC !

skali got this one guy came in then amik makanan bekas orang

we were like, oh.my.god

we seriously finished up all the food mayn

clean terus !

then cepat2 came out

the guy datang kat our table and checked ader makanan ke takk

ya allah

tak senonoh seyy

debrief postponed to tmw

then kene dressing room

ader satu niee, i almost faint mayn !

ya allah, seram.

gedebakk gedebukk

dah abis

nak naik bus, ternampak si dia

dah lama tak nampak dier

haha

so, yeah.

home, got changed

jumpe members, bought things

they're off

went to syika's place

slacked and continue slacking

print gambar

jalan, macam nak kejar aper gytu ehk , syika?

haha

then, asked her to design something

THANK YOU BABE !

soon, off home:)

damn sleepy mayn !
nakk gosok baju

then, BAM !

goodbye !

2010-08-04T22:39:00.002+08:00

today was like, so bored !
reached clinic
gedebakk gedebukk
masok to the room
terus dahh ader patient
wahh, laju
yadayada
yeay ! i got to see it
so, thats how they do it lahh.
wahh.
hmm.
after tea break, terus slacked all the way till lunch time
tak ader patient langsung seyy !
best
after lunch, tukar bilik plakk
yeay ! development assessment !
got this baby
ya allah !
cute nyer !
hulurkan my tangan jekk
straight away dier grab
taknak lepas oiee !
mata dahh lahh macam cat
geram mayn !
haha.
then balik, got changed
met member lama
masok then kuar ep
bought drinks and stuff
off to our usual place
talked2, laughed2
amik benda
then, gy tempat tuh balik
talked2 laughed2 again
yadayada
home:)

gosh.
exhausted mayn.
i swear
gonna sleep early tonight
this time round, I MEAN IT
and the cough, getting worst
:(
haiya, dont care uhh

you !
u nakk jady bapak garang nyer
kesian anak kiter nanti :P
and one more thing
u minum, i siang2 u macam ikan !
ish, teruk2.

2010-08-03T21:51:00.002+08:00

yeay ! today we're early !
haha. okay crap.
reached clinic, met up with zainal and tarmidzy.
went up to the tea room.
letakk bag
gedebakk gedebukk
off to our respective room
confident seyy
nakk masok bilik, skali lock
terhantuk badan kat pintu
tsk3.
luckily got no people
so, me and berlyn sat outside
talked, then went in
wahh, cool seyy tengok dorang buat diabetic screening
especially retinal photography
haha.
lunch time
went to s-11
bought fried rice
then, we bought rojak also
and that cost us $15.20 !!!
only the rojak you know ??
wahh. but damn nice uhh
haha.
back to the clinic
had SCC
then we tried the carbon monoxide thingy
tak tau aper name dier
yeay ! im a non-smoker !
carbon monoxide level only 1.
yeahyeahyeah
then, off to our own room balik
kejapp jekk.
then, home:)

thank you mummy for kemas-ing my room !
now its 3/4 clean ?
haha.

tmw same routine.
gonna sleep early tonight.
damn tired mayn !

you !
pheww !
ingatkan mummy buang u nyer ezlink seyy.
haha.
mummy is so damn funny !
'aper niee ezlink orang kau tak bagy balik'.
LOL

2010-08-02T20:11:00.002+08:00

sorry didnt update yesterday.

nothing much to blog.

was rotting at home the whole day.

so, yeah.

today, first day attachment at polyclinic.

gosh. thought we were late.

rupenyer yang lain pun lambat.

sheesh.

masok dalam, macam budak lost.

then satu nurse niee datang kat kiter.

nasib.

okay, sat outside.

kept talking and talking.

haha.

then, SSN datang.

orientation pun start.

wahh, shes from changkat changi also mayn !

cool seyy !

tour around the clinic.

then, got separated.

went to our own room.

lucky me !

immunisation !

cute seyy baby2 tuh seme !

geram ! lol

lunch time, went to kfc.

yumyumyum !

then, back to work.

continue observing.

pastu, balik ! :)

this is what i dont like !

kiter dah bagos in good terms.

then, biler dier muncul balik, niee lahh jady nyer !

ya allah !

tengok lahh aper dahh jady skrg ?!

i hate fighting with you tau.

i seriously dont know what to do anymore.

im just lost.

gosh !

i aint strong anymore.

im getting weaker day by day.

i dont know how long i can hold it.

why must we always quarrel ?

dont you realise ?

everytime we talk about her, we will end up quarrelling.

tak ader ke peace antara kiter ?

i penat tau kiter asyik gadohh jekk.

i sayangkan u tau.

tapi kenape kiter mesti lalui semua cabaran ini ?

biler niee seme nakk abis?

:'(

2010-07-31T23:18:00.001+08:00

was rotting at home for the first half of the day.
then, siap2.
met dila at small mac.
walked to tamp polyclinic
nak tau jalan jekk
takot on monday sesat plakk.
after that, went to tamp1
carik benda.
then, off to tamp mall
and to CS
dah carik benda, off to simei
gedebakk gedebukk
bought ice cream
MACEH BANYAK2 ! :D
slacked, talked about this and that
kekek sakk.
then, home:)

dear cough, why wont you go away?
haish.
almost one month seyy
tsk3

~~sejak biler niee korang contact balik?~~
~~hmm.~~
~~dah contact balik, terus niee lahh jady nyer~~
~~its happening again.~~
~~i knew it !~~
~~ya allah, kuatkan lah iman hambamu ini.~~
~~hamba sudah tidak larat lagy untuk menempuhi sebarang cabaran~~

2010-07-30T21:07:00.001+08:00

my last day at ward 39 ! :(
work as per normal.
tapy kene marah ngan cikgu.
pasal semalam uhh.
bingit mayn. sheesh.
takpe2.
then, took group photo.
rushed to ep.
bought this and that
rushed back to workplace
get it done
then, gave it SSN
since Sister tak ader kann.
berat sungguh hatiku.
cheyy.
then, home:)
terus BAM !
penat yang teramat sangat
woke up, keep coughing and coughing
haiyo
teroks mayn
tsk3
pastu, makan-ed
then online till now
:D

cool kan? haha. jakun.

~~i miss your hug :(~~

2010-07-29T23:22:00.000+08:00

moodswing today.
bleahs.
it sucks
went to work in the afternoon
bored mayn !
report taking at 2plus like that
fooh !
then, meeting with teacher.
ohmygod, imma leader?
tsk3.
takpe then.
pastu, break.
ketawa sini sana
tsk3. ketawa pun boleh penat
then, back to work
dinner time
ngah tengok kan huda feed patient
got this one cikgu, appear out of nowhere
siol, buat orang bad mood jekk
sheesh !
nevermind
gedebakk gedebukk
went home:)
was supposed to meet yvonne after work
nakk beli benda
but then, last minute cancel
takpe
still got tmw :)

lalalalalala~~

2010-07-28T21:29:00.000+08:00

was sooooooo damn sleepy this morning.
went to work half dead.
had mashed potato for breakfast.
haha. yumyumyum !
yeay ! at last i have my initial sign for assisted shower !
okay crap.
lalalalala ~~
off to ep with yvonne
went to kfc.
dah duduk tau
then kuar balik
LOL.
went to popular
check stuff
went to print photo
then masok kfc balik -.-"
lastly, home:)

you !
saya rindu banget sama kamu !
u nakk i tarukk gambar u kat bilik i kann?
okay, i will do it :P

2010-07-27T22:17:00.000+08:00

today, afternoon shift.
ohmygod.
laughed till my stomach hurt
had fun uhh today. lol
went home saw my books at the living room
mummy dah kemas kan rupe nyer
BUT !!!!
i was about to thank her
then, ternampak my fav gambar missing
YA ALLAH !
BINGIT NYER !!!!!!!!
i really2 like vent my anger mayn.
sheesh !
dah gytu takpe tau.
papa nak pakai comp
okay lahh. let hym pakai
tau2 dier gy off comp
dahh tau orang nak pakai lepas tuhh, yang dier gy off tuh kenape?!
ngah chat ngan my kawan plakk tuh
*&$^#!#*&$ !!!!!!!!!!!!
i know lahh macam stupid kann
got super duper diduper angry over stupid things
but, c'mon lahh
kalau sesape buang barang fav korang, dont tell me you wont get angry?
and also, you told your dad NOT to off the comp cause you're gonna use after that
after using, your dad came to you and tell you that you can use the comp
but when you're about to use it, he alrd shut down the comp
dont you feel so piss?!!!!
my goodness !
i really feel like shouting now.

2010-07-27T00:01:00.000+08:00

well, had a drink in the morning.
hah kau, terus segar.
went to work.
gedebak gedebuk
okay lahh, busy jugakk.
tu pun after break baru busy.
haha.
went home a lil late.
tsk3.
then, bought benda.
pastu, home !

damn tired uhh.
sorry kalau post tak panjang.

see ya !

~~you !~~
~~memories ehk tempat tuh.~~
~~HAHA !~~

2010-07-25T23:49:00.000+08:00

today feel soooo sleepy.
woke up at 1.
ingatkan nak continue tdo balik.
but then, mummy dah bising2.
so, get off the bed.
gedebak gedebuk
on comp till 4plus
got a call
siap2, out.
met tengz and lamzz at pasir ris inter
off to pasir ris park
cousin lamzz nyer birthday i think
tak tau lahh
reached, first2 rasa kekok
but then, dah okay uhh
makan-ed, and continue makan-ed
wahh. damn full alrd
brape banyak ayam kiter kebas, i also dont know
HAHA
then, walked2, cam-whored japp
then, off
ya allah, cekik darah seyy naik mrt
me and tengz dah lekk kat dalam train tau
then tau2 they cakap the train that kene delay for at least 15 mins
so, all of us thought it was the train yang kiter naik tuh uhh
pastu seme transfer to another train, including the both us uhh
dah settled down
tau2 the train yang kiter naik tady, dahh jalan
then terpaksa tunggu for another 5mins or so
sott nyer
dah gytu2, reached tamp, delayed lagy
heish !
reached simei, popular pun dahh tutup
nak beli ice cream, terbantot japp niat
sheesh !
bought drinks, lepakk japp
then, home:)
wahh, i took the double decker bus nakk balik
went up, kosong babe !
i was all alone throughout the journey
fooh.

tmw afternoon shift.
phew !
damn tired.
okay, now mummy dah bising suruh gosok baju -.-"

see ya soon !

~~hey you !~~
~~i miss you. hehe~~
~~honeymoon kat australia ehk? :P~~
~~HAHA !~~

2010-07-24T21:03:00.000+08:00

had our nurses' day celebration.
thought wanna wake up at 6.30 to wish papa happy birthday.
tapy terlajak. i woke up, papa went to work alrd.
sadded.
siap2.
off to school.
met the babes. rindu them very the much mayn !
haha.
went to auditorium.
settled down.
then, aper lagy.
cam-whored baby !
yeah !
gedebakk gedebukk.
dah start.
surprisingly, the nurses in ITE CE are talented.
even the teachers.
haha.
the dance ehk, fooh !
tak boleh angs !
haha.
and there's this one band, they performed the song warmness on the soul.
wahh.
BEST !
first time seyy tengok orang perform lagu a7x.
fun fun fun.
dah gytu2, went down to collect food.
makan-ed on the spot jugakk.
lapar mayn.
each person took two tupperware.
HAHA !
gelojoh !
then, home:)
ate nasi tomato. yumyumyum !
online japp.
then, BAM !
ngantok sangat.
bangun.
online balik.
and here i am now.

anyways, HAPPY BIRTHDAY, PAPA !

LOVE YOU VERY THE MUCH. <3

iloveyou, mr H !

2010-07-23T22:00:00.000+08:00

today went back to school for SIM training.
luckily that teacher tak ader.
if not, mampos kiter seme.
so, met huda at bus stop.
bused to school.
sampai jekk, split japp jumpe members.
haha.
then, dah start.
okay lahh.
quite fun.
break time, went with yvonne, huda and doreen.
they are my laughing gas siia.
especially yvonne. HAHA
done, bought ice cream plakk.
then lepakk with two other guys, dont know whats their name. -.-"
gedebakk gedebukk.
training again.
then, home:)

tomorrow nurses day celebration !
okay crap. -.-"
and also, papa's birthday tomorrow.
hys present ? nice food. HAHA !
lame.

triple chocolate and brownies. yumyumyum ! :DD

2010-07-22T22:49:00.000+08:00

today best nyerrrrr !
raining ~~!
went to work.
penat yang teramat sangat seyy tady.
asal ehk? hmm. nevermind.
gedebak gedebuk.
then, home:)
alahh, next week is our last week at ward 39.
boo !
im gonna miss all of them mayn.
the patients, nurses.
then, one week at polyclinic.
after that, change to ward 49 plak.
oh well.
:DD

gonna iron my clothes.
tmw gotta wake up early.
bleahs.

see ya !

i miss you
i miss you
i miss you
i miss you
i miss you
i miss you
i miss you
i miss you
i miss you
i miss you
hehe.
i miss you so much. <33
lalalalalalalala.

2010-07-21T21:04:00.000+08:00

hey ya people !
so, today work as per normal.
had an early break
then went to CSSD.
we learned how they sterile the equipment and stuff.
then kene pakai baju dorang.
haha. seluar ketat sakk. sheesh.
had a 'tour' around the room.
and the room was like, wow. BIG.
then, hands on. we did the packaging (betol tak spelling?)
fun. :D
sempat amik gambar. haha.
gedebak gedebuk.
back to work.
did nothing much uh actually.
then, home:)

tmw afternoon shift !
like as last.
haha.
friday have to go back to school. SIM training. -.-"
satuday have to go back to school also.
nurses' day celebration. HAHA !
oh well. :)

see you guys soon !
toodles <3

2010-07-20T19:49:00.000+08:00

today, went to work as per normal.
kecohh seyy kat tempat keje.
haha.
gedebak gedebuk.
home:)
mummy at home. yeay !
changed, then BAM !
ya allah.
memekak seyy.
syiok2 tdo, skali ader uncle niee drill.
he was fixing the light kat my room.
yada yada.
golekk2 kat katil for awhile
then, online till now. :)
im so lapar ! boo ! :(

lalalala
lalalala
elmo's world. <33
okay crap.

2010-07-19T23:19:00.000+08:00

today, work as per normal.
then met dila.
pusing2 kat ep, bought ayam !
then, balik my house.
makan-ed then satu2 BAM !
penat mahh.
woke up, did our own things.
gedebak gedebuk.
teman-ed her cut hair.
dapat lelaki handsome seyy budak tuh.
settled, off to simei.
nakk gy popular, skali dah closed.
sheesh kebabs !
nevermind.
bought drinks, dila bough ayam....again.
lepakk kat cc.
blah blah blah
home:)

easy for you to say lahh
coz you dont know how i feel
come on lahh
you have no idea at all, how DEEPLY hurt i was
sometimes i feel stupid for loving you
but, i just cant control my feelings towards you
i love you so much, and this is what you did to me
i still cant accept the fact
you act like as if nothing happen
oh boy
you are good at acting, arent you ?
wow
i will never understand ?
simple. make me
why must you do this to me ?
is this how you show your love towards me ?
by lying ?
i just want you to think
i mean, SERIOUSLY THINK
thats all

2010-07-18T23:40:00.000+08:00

woke up
golekk2 kat katil (limit2 tergolekk kat bawah)
then online
dont know why mummy so becok today
aduih !
gedebakk gedebukk, home alone.
chat, fb, video
then tengz, nanz, riii came.
off to bugis.
ya allah. riii betul nyer memekak seyy today.
LOL.
pusing2 kat bugis street
syika, bugis STREET ehk. bukan bugis WAY. :P
then off to peninsula.
bought stuff.
off to kfc. :DD
well, thanks to whoever belanja-ed me.
HAHA !
yada yada.
straight to mrt station
balik.
kat dalam mrt, punya lahh kecohhh !
HAHA !
epic sakk gambar !
ngah syiok2 ketawa, ader lah satu budakk niee,
confident nakk turun kat kembangan
padahal rumah kat bedok.
kekek sakk !

alahh, besokk morning shift !
malas uh nakk bangun pagy. :P
gonna gosok my baju soon.
then, BAM !

pictures time !

yang lain seme epic. HAHA !

you act like as if nothing happen huh?

oh well.

you will see a different me then from now on.

2010-07-17T23:57:00.000+08:00

best nyerrrrr tady pagy hujannnnnn !!!!!
haha.
sampai tak nampak opposite nyer block. -.-"
so, woke up at 1?
golekk sini sana.
on comp.
makan-ed, continue online, chat, blahblahblah.
malam, met syika.
bought drinks, off to our usual place.
she did her homework and i did nothing. -.-"
dah abis. start lahh kiter nyer gyler.
then, met her mum.
gedebak gedebuk.
off to bus stop.
fooh, tunggu bus macam tunggu snow nak turun gytu !
tsk3.
then, home:)

pictures for the day !

2010-07-16T20:57:00.000+08:00

today dont know why moodswing.
bleahs.
and there's this ONE person, who just spoiled my lovely friday !
MORNING SOME MORE ! god dammit !
penat2 aku gosok baju, siap2 kan benda malam2 buta seme
ngah ngantok2.
then aku bawak beg besar2 !
in the end, tak jady jumpe.
kimakk, bingit pe siia !
URGH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
really feel like throwing the dining chair mayn !
i've never been this angry before.
seriously.
lain kali, kalau nakk bagy benda, jumpe then bagy
then kau nakk buat aper ke, kau nyer suke !
tak payah nak plan sampai nakk lepakk seme uh !
bingit gyler sakk ngan kau !

2010-07-15T21:26:00.000+08:00

woke up, muke zombie.
gedebak gedebuk. out.
i dont know why today everybody felt sooooo tired and sleepy.
while taking report, me and yvonne kept yawning.
HAHA !
so, today was quite busy uh (i think)
went home, rushed to the toilet.
then, took a nap.
woke up, watched tv, makan-ed, watched tv some more
then, online. haha.
thank god tmw is friday !
phew !

see you guys soon !
lalalalala~~

2010-07-14T21:18:00.000+08:00

today = sleepy day !
at work, sleepy like hell mayn !
cannot tahan.
finished a lil late today.
home, changed.
then, BAM !
woke up at 5.30
watched tv, makan-ed
then online.
haha.
tmw morning shift again.
fooh !

see you guys soon !
lalalala~~~

2010-07-13T22:16:00.000+08:00

today, afternoon shift.
tiring though.
pheww.
pinggang sakit oiee !
kaki pun sakit.
waduhh, like pregnant woman mayn.
tsk3.
reached home, kelam kabut nak gy toilet.
before that sempat berbual ngan aunty.
then, rushed to the toilet.
haha.

gonna sleep soon.
tmw morning shift mayn !
fooh !
tapy belum iron baju yet .
haiyo.
will do it after mummy dah abis gosok baju dier.

see ya !
lalalala~~~

~~hey you !~~
~~guee rindu bangat sama kamu sihh ! <3~~

2010-07-12T22:01:00.000+08:00

second week kat tempat keje.
today, i came early mayn ! *smiles widely*
so far, so good.
except got some part, fooh !
seram mayn !
bukan nampak hantu.
but, yeah. something happened.
mmhm.
so, keje keje keje.
sampai tak ingat nak balik. haha.
at the bus stop, ya allah.
kecoh nak mampos !
laughed macam tak ingat dunia seyy.
haha.
soon, home:)

damn tired mayn today.
fooh !
gonna sleep soon, i think uh.

see ya !
lalalalalala~~

2010-07-11T23:39:00.000+08:00

two days straight duduk rumah.
wow.
bored to the max !
same routine like yesterday.
so, yeah. bored kan? haha.
luckily tmw monday.
working !!! :DD
so, yeah.

EEEEEEE ! flying cockroach (spelling betol tak ?) !!!!!
i hate that mayn !!!!!!!!!
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE !!!!!!!
oh gosh !
now dier dah merayap kat dapur, i guess.
*face cramps*

now, im so call addicted to the song Y by MBLAQ .
*sings*
Give me to my Y~~~
Listen to my Y~~~
then, tak tau.
lol.

see ya.
lalalalala~~~~

~~sampai biler u nak macam gyny.~~
~~both of u are good friends seyy.~~
~~haish.~~
~~why wont u listen to me.~~
~~do what i say.~~
~~hmm.~~
~~lantak u lahh.~~

2010-07-10T21:14:00.000+08:00

today, rest at home.
lazy to go out mayn. haha.
so, wake up, online, eat, watch tv, online again....till now.
best.
i just cant wait for monday mayn.
gyler kan aku niee?
tsk3.
so, yeah.
sorry if nari nyer post bored.
haha.

despicable me ! :DD

see ya !
lalalalalala~~

~~i just cant stop loving you.~~

2010-07-09T23:01:00.000+08:00

today, woke up muke macam biasa
zombie.
then rushed. -.-"
dont know why everybody came late to work.
HAHA !
YVONNE ! CHICKEN PIE !
PIE FANATIC YAW !!!!! :DD
NEXT WEEK, SET !
CHOCOLATE ! <33
haha. okay crap.
finished a lil late today.
dont feel like going home mayn.
haha.
gedebak gedebuk.
then, home:)

i wanna watch despicable me !!! (spelling betol ke tak uh?)
HAHA !
diedie i wanna watch that show mayn.

see ya guys soon !
lalalalalalala~~

i miss everything about you.

2010-07-08T23:24:00.000+08:00

sorry didnt blog yesterday.
damn tired mayn !
okay, so yesterday, went to work as per normal.
went home.
tak tukar baju tak aper, sat on my sofa, watched tv.
then, BAM !
5.30 woke up. changed.
gedebak gedebuk.
online till dont know what time.
then, bobok ! :)

today, afternoon shift.
had a great time yaw !
haha ! :DD
everybody went crazy. dont know why.
makan salah ubat kott. LOL !
"hey pie !" "yes pie." "how are you pie" "im fine pie"
HAHA ! okay dahh.
then, home:)
tmw afternoon shift again !
gonna sleep early though.
just now woke up late mayn. but luckily i made it on time.

see ya people !
lalalalalalala~~

i miss your smile.
i miss your hug.
i miss your kiss.
i miss.........you. <3

2010-07-06T22:31:00.000+08:00

woke up, off to work.
okay lahh. fun but tiring.
then, off to ep. met dila.
blahblahblah.
lepakk kat bawah blok.
then, syika and radin came.
japp jek.
then, she sent radin off.
blahblahblah lagy.
off to syika's house.
legs were swollen alrd.
nasib baik syika nyer mak ader.
THANK YOU CIK ! <3
slacked, slept, slacked some more.
kesian syika.
GET WELL SOON BABE ! <3
then, dila sent me home.
THANK YOU SO MUCH ! <3
and here i am now, blogging.

really feel like giving up on both of them.
feel so useless. seriously.
both of them, are like so important in my life
and yet,
they treat me like, im invisible.
dont know lahh !
gosh.
give up.

2010-07-05T22:30:00.000+08:00

woke up.
rush to work.
today, setakat orientation jek.
so, okay lahh.
then, off to syika's place.
slacked, ended up sleeping.
then, slacked somemore.
off to popular. met dila's mum.
soon, they're off.
so, me nak beli waffle. skali abis ! :(
takpe. teman-ed syika gy update passbook.
off beli makanan guee and syika.
slacked kat playground.
ngah syiok storytelling, skali got one lipas merayap sampai kat my kaki seyy !
AHHHHH~!!!!!!!
dah phobia to the max seyy.
haish.
then, home:)

tmw gonna wake up early.
gosh.
im so tired, i swear.

nak iron baju now.
nanti ader je orang nak memekak. :P
see ya !
lalalalalalala~~~

~~*sings*~~
~~sukar nya untuk ku melupakan mu~~
~~kerna kau ku cintai selalu~~
~~okay shut up. -.-"~~

2010-07-04T21:31:00.000+08:00

last minute shopping !!!!!!!
AHHH !
woke up, straight away pekik kat mummy.
muke shocked sakk. haha.
SORRY MUMMY ! :DD
asked nabilah to teman me.
yeay !
THANKS BUDDY !
i owe you big time yaw.
love you many2 ! <33
okay, so first went to simei.
pusing2, expensive sakk.
off to tamp mall. dont have also.
gy kat daerah rumah hakim, dont have jugakk.
bingit mayn !
then, went to afghan.
AT LAST !!!! phew !
then, home:)

gosh.
attachment's tmw.
i cant believe it mayn !!!!
just do my best yaw.

see ya soon !
lalalalalala~~

~~gosh.~~
~~i just miss the old times mayn.~~
~~skrg niee, dah tak boleh text sangat.~~
~~haish.~~
~~i miss you lahh !~~
~~hmm.~~

2010-07-04T01:15:00.000+08:00

oh gosh.
lambat betul aku blog !
dah 4th july pun ! lol.

Yesterday.
woke up, received at few messages.
kelam-kabut bangun call syika
then, on comp.
blah blah blah
syika and dila came
blang last minute seyy
nasib sempat
gedebak gedebuk
off to simei
alamak, dier kat dalam bus uh
syika, see ! told ya ! :P
off to ep; popular, ntuc
then, tu dua ekor bought ice cream
balik rumah syika
gedebak gedebuk lagy.
YA ALLAH ! GERAM NYER !
PENAT2 AKU NGAN DIER EDIT, DAH SAVE
SKALI, SIKIT PART JE?!
WTFUCK ?!
SAKIT HATI SAKK !
*^$#&% !!!!!
then, home:)

today is the 4th of july
tomorrow will be the 5th.
and you know what does that mean?
ATTACHMENT !!!!!!
ohmygod. :/

see ya soon !
lalalalalala~~

~~i wanna be with you forever.~~
~~i seriously want to.~~
~~but..........~~
~~gosh.~~
~~nevermind.~~
~~aku terlalu sayang kan kau lahh !!!!~~
~~URGH !!!~~

2010-07-02T22:30:00.000+08:00

woke up at 7.45. kelam-kabut mandi coz fatin said she otw alrd. HAHA !
siap2, masok kan lagu.
off to school.
went to audi, practiced on our dance steps.
finishing soon !!!! :DD
but must practice more. susah sikit uh this time nyer.
then waited for adi.
went to simei japp.
then, off to woodlands.
met sa'adah, nico, thahir and zaini.
gy causeway point; seoul garden.
dah ngah line-up, skali cancelled.
LOL.
in the end, went to kfc.
thanks mayn for the treat ! :DD
disgusted pe tengok orang makan whipped potato ngan chilli? HAHA !
get used to it then. :P
slacked, waited for zaini.
then, off to nico's place.
slacked again. watched 2012. BEST !
ordered pizza. THANKS GUYS ! <3
then, off home :)

gosh. im gonna miss those retards mayn !
HAHA.
CP's gonna start soon.
IM NOT READY ! :(
hmm. nevermind.
will try my best.

ohya, sorry guys. i cant upload the pics.
card reader is not with me aye.
will upload it when i get my card reader back.

see ya !
lalalalalalala~~

*sings*
dear god, the only thing i ask of you
is to hold him when im not around
when im much too far away
we all need the person who can be true to you
i left him when i found him
and i wish i'd stayed
cause im lonely and im tired
im missing you again, oh no
once again~~
okay cukup. nanti hujan, dahh susahh.
HAHA !

2010-07-01T23:01:00.000+08:00

another boring day.
woke up, online all the way till now.
bleahs.
had a bad day though.
mummy and me had a big fight.
gosh.
been shouting and swearing at each other since just now.
bad right? i know.

and now, syika dah tdo (i think)
i havent even combine all the songs yet !
goodness gracious !!!!!!
tmw dah nak practice.
ya allah !!!!
stress betul aku kat sini !!!!!!!!!!!

~~moodswing the whole day.~~
~~tak sukeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !~~

2010-06-30T22:05:00.000+08:00

yo people ! :DD
today was quite fun. haha.
woke up in the morning, macam biase. muke zombie.
siap2, off to school.
gosh. i miss my girlfriends so much yaw ! haha.
slacked outside the lab. CLASS E !!! yeay ! <3
had our skills revision. fun seyy ! LOL.
but still, not that ready. :/
after that, had lunch in school.
dah lama tak makan kat saner. haha.
slacked, talked crap.
off home.
main comp. then, BAM !
woke up, terus pening. best. -.-"
continue main comp till now. HAHA !

now ngah pening.
dont know what song to choose for the dance.
sheesh kebabs !
okay. gonna continue with my work. :D

see you guys soon !
lalalalala~~

~~*sings*~~
~~rindu~~~~
~~rindu serindu-rindunya~~~~
~~sudah berapa hari kita nggak berbual.~~
~~kangen bangat deyy sama kamu.~~

2010-06-29T21:27:00.000+08:00

today, nothing much.
sat at home the whole day. -.-"
and did nothing. except playing comp and watching tv.
gosh. so bored.
tmw going to school; skills revision.
at last dapat jumpe my classmates !
miss them so much mayn ! haha.
CLASS E !!!!! <3

i wanna watch toy story 3 !!!!
who's with me? HAHA !
wanna watch it before attachment. :/

see you guys soon !
lalalalalala~~~

~~dont feel so good about it.~~
~~haish.~~

2010-06-28T23:20:00.000+08:00

woke up quite late today.
haha. on comp.
gedebak gedebuk.
then, siap2.
met herdiana outside school.
then, waited for dila.
pastu, jumpe syika, yas, izyan, adiela, and hanizah.
went to ep, bought drinks.
off to the playground.
gosh. i miss that place mayn !
kenangan yang terindah. haish.
okay, back to the story.
slacked, talked2.
wahh, dissappointed gyler seyy.
okay takpe.
then, off to the bus stop.
and, home :)

so, yeah.
see you guys soon !
lalalalalalala~~

2010-06-27T21:32:00.000+08:00

hmm, what did i do today uh?
ohya, NOTHING !
yeah. mendakk to the max i tell you.
waduhh !
played comp from afternoon till now.
sheesh.
then syika recorded something for me.
THANKS BABE ! :DD
it was nice. except for the last part.
haha.
so, yeah.
lalalalalalala~~

see you guys soon !
toodles~

2010-06-26T23:28:00.000+08:00

yo yo yo !
so, i slept at 3plus. i think. lol.
woke up at 12?
then, mandi-ed. on comp.
text dila and syika.
tap tup, syika came.
siap2. out.
went to simei. then took bus 5.
wow ! i just know that at simei got interchange siia !
HAHA ! -.-" okay dah.
reached, carik rumah diana.
pusing2, sampai berpeluh2.
at last, found the place. fooh !
then, tunggu maha nyer tunggu seyy.
rupe2 nyer they went to collect camera.
so, they fetched us at around 5 gytu.
then, off to punggol end.
photography time ! yeay !
learned a lot from diana's parents.
THANKS UNCLE AND AUNTY !
took quite a lot of photos.
best. syika jady my model for today. HAHA !
dila and herdiana pun ader jugak uh.
were there sampai sunset.
fooh ! lawa babe !
then, went to simei.
dapat bawak balik dslr lah seyy !
boleh amik lagy banyak gambar. yeah !
then, makan-ed.
was browsing through some of the pictures.
and took just a few pics.
tau2 batt flat. haiyo !
tengok lah macam maner.
soon, off home. :)

tired mayn today.
had fun though.
monday maybe going to take gambar lagy.
then, im done ! :DD

see you guys soon !
toodles ~

2010-06-26T02:13:00.000+08:00

sorry ye lambat blog !
lol.
was watching mj's concert.
gosh. i cant believe its alrd been a year since he left us !
miss hym so much ! :(
okay, dah.
so, today, or should i say yesterday ? ahhh ! whatever.
the whole day duduk rumah.
bored, yes.
but what to do. duit ezlink dah abis dokk ! sadded.
its okay. lol.
ohya, you know what?
just now while watching mj nyer concert, i drank nescafe !
and now, im wide awake !
bravo syidah ! bleahs.
tak pernah online sampai gyny lambat. sheesh.
mummy pun dah memekak. haiyo.
but no matter what, i will force myself to sleep yaw !
i dont care ! i wanna go to lalaland jugak !

*checks time* shucks ! 2.10am ! fcuk it !
gonna land on my katil soon.
toodles ~!

~~erm, did u give me a kiss kat fb?~~
~~if yes, then i shall say thank you very much.~~
~~thats so sweet of you.~~
~~here's for you, MUACKZ !~~

2010-06-24T23:51:00.001+08:00

so, woke up quite late.
then zoom-ed, on comp.
gedebak gedebuk till 6plus.
then, syika came.
masak nasi goreng.
before that, something happened.
macam maner dier boleh ter-landing kat situ.
PELIK ! haha.
dah masak, bedal uh.
slacked. then out.
syika uh ni. wanna buy waffle.
heish. :P
walked to prima deli. confident seyy !
terlajak plak tu ! LOL.
but tutup. nevermind.
off to bus stop, gy simei.
while waiting for the bus, got this one guy. YA ALLAH !
ss sakk ! kalau nak, gy karaoke uh. heish !
naik bus. confident ehk orang tu. terlajak lagy. :P
rushed to prima deli kat ep. tutup. sheesh kebabs.
went to daily fresh plak. nasib bukak.
bought her waffle. while waiting, wild imagination japp. HAHA !
off to playground.
HAHA ! macam2 happened !
syika, u know i know lah ehk.
cam-whored seme.
then home :)

what a night mayn ! HAHA !

ohya, I PASS MY EXAM !
nursing studies: B
bio: D
unsatisfied though.
but, alhamdulillah.
can try harder next time. :)

see you guy soon !
toodles !

2010-06-23T23:33:00.000+08:00

so, woke up late today.
kelam-kabut mandi. siap2. met ros.
off to afghan. waited for someone.
nak dekat 2jam seyy kiter tgu. fooh !
okay takpe. lapar sangat, went to ep; kfc.
makan-ed. thanks babe ! <3
fatin and adi came. talked2.
soon, they went off.
then, we went to popular.
bought stuff. slacked till 4.
off home.
on comp, blah blah blah.
nabilah came.
talked crap, played comp, laughed our asses off. ROFLMAO !
papa's friend came. gedebak gedebuk.
sent nab home.
then, papa's friend pun balik.
thank you pakcik ! :D
and, here i am now !
teehee~

see you guys soon !
toodles !

2010-06-22T23:39:00.000+08:00

hey ya people !
im back ! lol. crap.
okay so, as i said in my previous blog,
i met fatin and adi at kfc. sorry gua lambat.
slacked at cc.
planned the songs and the dance steps.
gosh ! im so looking forward to it mayn ! :DD
so, total there will be five songs. yeah.
but its combined together one lah.
then, walked to tamp.
pusing2 same spot jugak. haiyo !
went to tamp mall; toy'r'us.
checked benda. then, jady budak keciik
HAHA !
then, home:)
makan-ed, chat, blahblahblah.
dont wanna talk about it. sakitkan hati je.
orang tgu kan dier nyer reply, sampai tertdo.
heish ! suke hati lu uh.
on comp balik.
hafal dance steps till now. :D *peace*
gonna sleep soon.
tmw teman-ing someone go somewhere.
so, yeah.

see you guys soon !
toodles ~!

~~ihateyou !~~

2010-06-22T10:44:00.001+08:00

good morning earthlings !
well, just woke up actually.
gonna meet fatin and adi later.
so, yeah. :)

hmm, i dont know why im so happy today.
gyler ke aku ni?
kesian. lol.
serious seyy, i woke up then i keep smiling to myself.
weird me huh?
*peace*

okay then.
gonna bathe now. BUCHUK !
will continue blogging later at night aye.

see ya ! :D

~~eh, i think kan~~
~~i miss you lah !~~

2010-06-21T20:08:00.002+08:00

second day duduk rumah.
fooh ~! boleh jady gyler seyy !
so, cleaned the house, played comp, cleaned lagy.
and now, comp:)

tmw going out, i guess.
haha.

and yeah, sorry for the very short post.
dont know what to blog alrd uh.
teehee~

see you guys soon !
toodles ! :D

2010-06-20T22:34:00.001+08:00

hey people !
well, didnt go out today.
dont know why got no mood.
since yesterday seyy.
urgh ! it sucks, totally.
hmm, today is fathers' day.
but papa working.
mummy also working.
haiya.
okay nevermind. waited for papa to come home.
prepare kan makan.
duduk2 ngan dier japp.
then, he bobok alrd.
so, yeah.
boring kan? I KNOW.

now kan, im having headache mayn !
i just need 3 gurls and 3 guys to dance !
and need to think about the steps lain, song lain.
haiyo !
mati berdiri hidup alik besok nak kene jumpe fatin jugakk.
bleahs.

so, see you guys soon !
toodles ~

papa ! happy fathers' day ! sorry i didnt give you anything. thanks for everything, papa ! i know we had a tough time before, but i forget about it alrd. and i hope you did too. as you know, i can so stubborn at times. but you never give up on me too, just like mummy. im glad to have you as my dad. i love you papa ! once again, happy fathers' day ! muackz !